Crap... It's been 2 years :D

I'm planning on going live stream on Facebook to play Mobile Legends, Skribbl.io, Among Us, or other free games. I'd like to play horror games too! Funny reactions can earn me a lot of views and likes. I dislike playing horror games tho, just imagine the amount of heart attack and sweat I'll get 𐑤 The problem is--------------- online class :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD It's not like I really want to, I just wanna experience it lol. But I wonder if I should try? 

Hello! So it has been like... 2 years? I'm glad I still remember this one lol Anyways, I was 15, now I'll be turning 17 this September 25. YAY! I hope I get money on my birthday. It's one of the things I badly need right now :') I transferred to a new school, one of the prestigious schools in our city (or in my entire country), but I couldn't really say it's that prestigious. The school administration is ugly and there are a lot of scandals going on until now. I was forced to enroll to that school because it's the only school that has an Arts & Design track (actually it's not the only one, but it's kinda near to our home [okay it's pretty far honestly]) and my older brother also graduated there. Well... what choice do I have? :(( Anyway, a lot has happened! My crush, who we named Barney based on my previous blog entry, is still my crush until now. June 24 this year was my 4th anniversary to my feelings omg HAHAHAHAHA I've became instant f

It literally breaks my heart I just know that I'm really dumb and selfish and ugly and ignorant so I'll have to accept it. Blaming myself has been a hobby, now it became a habit. I do things that gives me pride during the day, but at the end of the day, as I lay on my bed, I just flashback all the things I did and then regret it, then blame myself. Same process everyday. I have received a lot from my family and some of my friends but I have not returned anything to them yet. And the thing that makes me hate myself a lot more is that I'm making excuses to not return anything... yet. I still have to improve but damn I feel like melting into the grounds of the earth.

white My brother will be home this December and last week I told him to get me a puppy. A while ago, he sent me a picture of a male Shih Poo puppy, 2 months, and the fur is black. He also sent me same breed and age with a white fur. Now I am confused which one should I be choosing. black I'm supposed to let you guys choose, but I already told my brother to let him surprise me as a Christmas gift. But the name is confusing, so I'll let you guys choose. I have a list of names and you can also add some names if you don't have anything you like. Boy: Jon Dan Jack-Jack Bruno Khalil Aki Chizu Junjun Girl: Jani Minmin Sansan Moe Hana Sora Well since my friends are such a bitch (they always have been lmao) they chose weird ass names like Yin and Yang, in case if my parents will welcome two puppies in our home. But my parents hate pets inside the room and I had to let my brother confront my parents to let my soon-to-be puppy

WANNA SEE THE BEAUTY OF THE RAINBOW? Okay, so I don't like my section. I don't like some of my classmates. Let's name them: Free, Air and some of her friends. (They're all girls) There was this group conflict. Then Free and Air made it a class conflict. Then they made it a grade level conflict. So what did actually happen? These immature brats called us names and did body shaming on us jUST BECAUSE WE REPORTED TO THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE TO SHARE OUR CONCERNS FOR THE ROMEO AND JULIET PLAY And it was kinda unfair bc our Romeo and Juliet play only had 2 days of practice and then we immediately started while the other classes will have it the next day or something. Then we didn't expect that our English teacher would actually cancel the play and cut off 400 points on us. We were kinda hoping that he would give us time extension for more practice due to the interruptions, so we lacked of practice. During the night of the cance

I'M LITERALLY EXCITED FOR THE INTRAMURALS BECAUSE I auditioned for volleyball and I joined in a dance group and I will be in a Battle of the Bands as a beatboxer (not the mouth beatbox lmao) I hope my crush gets to see me perform in the band, play in volleyball and watch me dance. I will be watching him too.

During my birthday (yesterday), my classmates went to my house after our class. We had fun but individually, I felt depressed. I dunno, it just attacked me. And last night, I had a fight with my best friend, Krech because of my crush. My crush greeted me through a chat (though I preferred personally) and of course I was really happy, but anxiety stepped in. I thought that some of my friends who kept teasing me with him forced him to greet me for the sake of my happiness.  But I wasn't happy at all.  Although I haven't opened his message (I'm not planning to until midterms are finished and midterm is tomorrow and on Friday) so most likely I will be opening his message on Friday night or on Saturday. My other best friend said that I have to ask him frankly if he was forced to greet me or if I want to know how he feels. But dude this anxiety is holding me back. And my fight with my best friend almost ruined our friendship because of my crush. That's what Kr

HEY! Happy August! Sorry I'm late... Okay so I have something HUGE to share about my crush. Let's name him Barney (because he used to be the barney of our classroom) Yesterday was SACS Day. SACS Day (St. Alphonsus Catholic School Day) is about the celebration of our school since 1916, so it's the 102nd anniversary of SACS! ♥ There are different grade levels, and each grade level (all sections) was assigned to dance to a music. Our music theme was a music revolution. Since I am a grade 9 student, the music that we will be dancing to is Shakira's music. Our costumes were awesome and embarrassing at the same time, the boys looked Aladdin and the girls looked like Jasmin. AND THEN HERE'S THE BEST PART The grade 8 students were dancing (I forgot the artist) so the grade 9 students were preparing at the side, so it was pretty crowded. I was holding my phone while walking towards the place where my section is staying, and I saw Barney. I couldn't say

I'm currently live on Mixlr! Follow me and listen to my rants with a voice. But of course I'll still type when LAB (Live Audio Broadcasting) isn't available for some moments. http://mixlr.com/dreamfloral/ I hope you won't hate me after hearing my awful voice! x) Thank you so much! じゃね！

Tomorrow is our midterm exam and I'M EXTEMELY NERVOUS Because I have this productivity that only I can create and make myself and I have to study hard so I could join my best friends next school year in my tenth grade! (same with my crush) GTG! Sorry if it's short but I really have to study rn and I'm just trying to keep this blog alive xD じゃね！